hell0z (:

ytd's english and today's chinese was fine. (:
able to do laas. but abit not enough time? today's zhuowen i am pleased with it. i use e method song lao shi teach. so pleased with myself. x)
den went mac study. e ppl so noisy. =X but eliza is a good teacher. (=
den bought my french curve. its so darn ex. =X $4.20. last time buy at $1.90. its my own fault, who ask miee lose it? ):

CIA(:
my dearest darling. (:
i read it. and i just want to let you noe horr, e last time alicia is still there. and i believe she is just taking a break and healing her wounds. and she will be back. she haven die yet. and i wont let her die. let's find her back, together?
and i want you to noe.. now the alicia we are seeing, e one who wrote that.. is not e real alicia. is e one trying to escape from reality, trying to act happy, and making herself sad. but no worries; alright? we will find back e from 04, 05' e smiley, really happy alicia.. who dont run away from reality. and as i said before and e thing still remain. " you are e bravest girl i ever seen." really, i mean it.. till now.. i still do.
and while we are in search for e real alicia, we will try to make e not real one, turn happy. really happy. and i can tell you.. e real alicia is hiding in e fake one. lets search for it together, no matter how long it takes... can marr? and don think negative, think positive. give it time.. be it days, weeks, months or even years. everyone will give you time, and i hope you, yourself will give yourself time kkz. don rush over this.
and i am sure you noe what i mean.. (:
and.. i promise you this.
we will be friends forevberrs and i will be there for you till e world ends. i may not be able to give good advice and sometimes i am not good at expressing myself.. but.. i can LISTEN. just let miee be there to listen?
love you loads;
eLAINE.